Memories stay forever

those photos above were taken two weeks ago, the day before Chrys moved to Jakarta. now he's no longer here. we all feel incomplete without him.
we miss you, cutie pie.

200: My crush’s name is: it starts with D

199: I was born in: Medan

198: I am really: Full right now

197: My cellphone company is: iPhone

196: My eye color is: Dark brown

195: My shoe size is: 39-40

194: My ring size is: never measured it

193: My height is: 170cm

192: I am allergic to : lies

191: My 1st car was: a toy car

190: My 1st job was: a student

189: Last book you read : Sherlock Holmes

188: My bed is: my soulmate

187: My pet: none

186: My best friend :a few

185: My favorite shampoo is: Pantene

184: Xbox or ps3: -

183: Piggy banks are: one of things that reminds me of my childhood

182: In my pockets: i had 10.000 right now

181: On my calendar: -

180: Marriage is: an important event

179: Spongebob can: drink water in the water

178: My mom: is the best

177: The last three songs I bought were? the wanted's

176: Last YouTube video watched: Boyce Avenue's

175: How many cousins do you have?a lot

174: Do you have any siblings? 2

173: Are your parents divorced? nope

172: Are you taller than your mom? yes

171: Do you play an instrument? i want to.

170: What did you do yesterday? study for the national exam

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight: yes

168: Luck:yes

167: Fate:yes

166: Yourself: sort of

165: Aliens: no

164: Heaven:yes

163: Hell:yes

162: God:yes

161: Horoscopes: not really

160: Soul mates: yes

159: Ghosts:yes

158: Gay Marriage: yes

157: War:yes

156: Orbs:nope

155: Magic:nope

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High: none

152: Phone or Online: phone

151: Red heads or Black haired: black

150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes

149: Hot or cold:hot

148: Summer or winter: both

147: Autumn or Spring: spring

146: Chocolate or vanilla: both

145: Night or Day: both

144: Oranges or Apples: both

143: Curly or Straight hair: curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: -

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white

140: Mac or PC: mac

139: Flip flops or high heals: flipflops

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: idk

137: Coke or Pepsi: coke

136: Hillary or Obama: obama

135: Burried or cremated: cremated

134: Singing or Dancing: singing

133: Coach or Chanel: chanel

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: -

131: Small town or Big city: big city

130: Wal-Mart or Target: -

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: -

128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: -

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: both

125: Chocolate or Flowers: both

124: Disney or Six Flags: disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: yankees

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: people killing each other

121: George Bush: -

120: Gay Marriage: its their own happiness

119: The presidential election:-

118: Abortion: killer 

117: MySpace: -

116: Reality TV: nice

115: Parents: advisable 

114: Back stabbers: people with full of jealousy

113: Ebay: online shop

112: Facebook: -

111: Work: money

110: My Neighbors: annoying

109: Gas Prices: expensive

108: Designer Clothes: rich

107: College: hell

106: Sports: healthy

105: My family: okay

104: The future: sucks

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone:-

102: Last time you ate: crispy chicken steak

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Benedict

100: Cried in front of someone: WInni

99: Went to a movie theater: last saturday if i'm not mistaken

98: Took a vacation: -

97: Swam in a pool:last year

96: Changed a diaper: -

95: Got my nails done:last 2weeks?

94: Went to a wedding: months ago

93: Broke a bone: -

92: Got a peircing: when i was 8 years old

91: Broke the law: wearing short socks

90: Texted: this morning

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: my classmates

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bed

87: The last movie I saw: The Croods

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most : go on a vacation with my besties

85: The thing im not looking forward to: my future

84: People call me: ceha, chres, tella

83: The most difficult thing to do is: to wake up early in the morning

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:-

81: My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius 

80: The first person i talked to today was: Chindy

79: First time you had a crush: when i was on primary 2

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: -

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: -

76: Right now I am talking to: no one

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i don't know

74: I have/will get a job: i don't know

73: Tomorrow: i had to go to school

72: Today: a normal day

71: Next Summer: -

70: Next Weekend:-

69: I have these pets: -

68: The worst sound in the world: is to hear someone scream/shriek with a high-pitched voice

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: someone

66: People that make you happy: my classmates

65: Last time I cried: last friday

64: My friends are: lunatic

63: My computer is: big and black

62: My School: has a huge canteen on the 5th floor

61: My Car : havent learned how to drive

60: I lose all respect for people who: stabs me on the back

59: The movie I cried at was: Secret Garden

58: Your hair color is: dark brown/black

57: TV shows you watch: -

56: Favorite web site: tumblr

55: Your dream vacation: Maldives, New York

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: idk

53: How do you like your steak cooked: -

52: My room is: -

51: My favorite celebrity is: Taylor Lautner

50: Where would you like to be: in a place where i can do anything i want to

49: Do you want children: yes

48: Ever been in love: ofcourse

47: Who’s your best friend: you know...

46: More guy friends or girl friends: guy

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when i get thinner

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: D

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: idk

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: i had lots and lots of name

40: Last person I got mad at: -

39: I would like to move to:somewhere

38: I wish I was a professional: at producing money

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy:-

36: Vehicle: car

35: President: obama

34: State visited : UK

33: Cellphone provider: XL

32: Athlete : all Barca's players

31: Actor: lots of them

30: Actress: a lot

29: Singer: Bruno Mars

28: Band:Maroon5

27: Clothing store: Zara

26: Grocery store: brastagi supermerket

25: TV show: -

24: Movie: -

23: Website: tumblr

22: Animal:cats, dogs, hamsters, etc

21: Theme park: -

20: Holiday: England

19: Sport to watch: football

18: Sport to play:idk

17: Magazine:-

16: Book: novels/comics

15: Day of the week: friday

14: Beach: -

13: Concert attended: -

12: Thing to cook: noodles

11: Food: anything

10: Restaurant: -

9: Radio station: prambos

8: Yankee candle scent:-

7: Perfume: -

6: Flower: dandelions, roses

5: Color:sea blue

4: Talk show host: ellen

3: Comedian: sule

2: Dog breed: -

1: did you answer all these honesty? with all my heart

Dead hearts

first of all, happy valentine's day guys :) i hate to admit that i spent this year's valentine's day alone, last year's and 2011's too. I receive chocolate but it was only from Marlisa and i never received it from anyone else except her.

I didnt really care about valentine's day at first, but then i saw a lot of girls post pictures of roses, gifts and cards that were given from their boyfriends on instagram and somehow, it makes me feel lonely, sad and unloved. 

I miss that feeling of being taken and being in a relationship. It's just nice to have someone who sends you goodmorning and goodnight texts every day, to have someone who gives you surprises on your anniversary or valentine's day or any other days. to have someone who gives you a lot of wonderful memories to remember, to have someone you can act silly with and be absolutely comfortable with. 

I want all that, you know. but i'm still single til now. maybe it's not my time yet, idk.

"someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can be but still wants you in their life."

"If a kiss was a raindrop, i'd send you a shower. If a hug was a second, i'd send you an hour. If a smile was water, i'd send you the sea. If you needed love, i'd send you me."

"I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that dont change when everything and everyone else does."

"Fine, i admit it; i think of you every second of every day. you're my favourite subject to talk about. when i hug you, i wish i could never let go. most of all my dreams have you in them. i always get excited when i see you again and i'm completely in love with you."

"I wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear and cuddles up next to me when it's cold. i want him to come up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist, catch meoff guard and whisper in my ear,'you look beautiful'."

Fill my soul with so much love

i went to Sun today with Marlisa, Henny, Satria, Benedict and Dedrick. it was fun. we watched Parental Guidance, it was so hilarious. two thumbs up for that movie, you guys should watch it.
after we finished watching, we went to PaperClip to buy some stuffs. after that we went to Opal Coffee because we're all tired of walking and walking around. we sat there and ordered our coffees. we talked and laughed a lot there. we also played Logo Quiz. after some time, Satria's mom called him and asked him to go home. because of that, all of us also did the same. we went home together.