Out of love

Late night phone calls, cuddling during movies, good morning and good night texts, I love you more fights, holding hands, forehead kisses, i've been missing those stuffs lately. A few months ago, i felt it's okay to be single because i got freedom to do every single thing i want to do. But now, i feel miserable and lonely. I know i have good friends that love me but it's a different story.  The point is, i want to have a boyfriend, i want to be in that sweet, long-lasting relationship. I want to smile like an idiot if i got a text from my boyfriend. I want to spend every single day with him. I want to be busy preparing presents if his birthday or Valentine's Day is coming up. I want to hear him call my name. I want to see how our fingers fit each others perfectly. I want to take pictures with silly faces with him. I want to get back hugs from him. I want to be taken care of by him when i'm sick. I want to feel the feeling of being protected by him. And last but not least, i want to feel the feeling of being loved again.